just wanted to tell you this, princess,

basically, when i went to therapy today, she told me to use a distraction, called grounding, and i have a song book for it now. where i write songs i like, or think like, motivate me, make me happy, and i also write my own songs. i’ve wrote a song about alex, but, now, i’m gonna attempt to start writing one about you, and hope it goes good.

you wanna know why tho? because thinking of you, about you, or talking to you makes me happy, it makes me forget everything, and just focus on you, and how amazing, beautiful, perfect, talented, and wonderful you are, and you inspire me, i look up to you, it’s just amazing how i can do all that, and you’re actually my bestfriend, like, it’s just, mind-blowing to be perfectly honest. but yeah, i think you’re the best distraction, and thinking of you, and thinking of all your qualities, and trying to make a song out of them, will distract me. so thank you, princess, thank you for being there for me, and thank you for being everything to me. i love you so much, and i just wanted you to know that, and i don’t have to tell you i love you, because you know i do, but i still want to tell you, okay?

i love you.